stuck!

2012-02-09T21:29:00.002+08:00

sebenarnya aku teringat arwah opah aku.

tp xtahu nk cerita kt siapa.

aku rasa opah aku tu nenek paling kuat dan paling terer.

umur dah nk 80 pon still boleh drive and pandai guna phone utk sms and pandai guna komputer utk bwt surat. tererkan. nk tergelak pulak bila tringt baca msg dari opah. shortform dia mmng terlampau sampai kene baca 2-3 kali baru paham. remaja betul personaliti. ahaks!

tringt lagi time study kat perak dulu. ada cousin aku kawen kat parit buntar je. aku jadi drebar opah. kononnya berazam xnak g mana2 lain selain wedding cousin aku. tgk2 menyongket sampai ke penang. opah aku lah tu! suka sgt dia kalau bab berjalan! haha!

mase dip dulu, aku slalu jgk lah g rumah opah. lepak2. every time aku dtng opah mesti nk special2 punyaa. tempoyak tak tinggal sbb opah tahu feveret aku tuh! tringt lah opah. opah ni mmng cool in her own way. and kelakah. tahu2 je lah org perak camnekan.

every raya pon opah akan jahitkan baju raya utk kteorg adik beradik. bukan sepasang je tau! tapi 2-3 pasang! kadang2 tak raya pon opah jahitkan aku baju kurung. siap delivery lagi tu ke uitm! hahaha! opah boring le tu kt rumah. kalau aku ada kain, aku hantar je kt opah jahitkan. upahnya tak mahal. KFC je. hahaha opah suka betol KFC! mase aku convo kt perak dulu, opah aku ikut. eksaited beno dia nk nengok aku naik pentas! haha!

opah mmng syg semua cucu2nya xde yang lebih xde yg kurang. i love the clicks we have at my kampung ipoh. even dengan second cousin pon still rapat antara satu sama lain. aku je lah yg kureng sikit kot..teehee.. keakraban opah ngan adik beradik dia (ngan opah wah, opah teh, mak su and acik nuar) mmng patut jadi contoh kepada kami ni yang lain.

kami semua mmng syg kan opah. tp kita terima hakikat yang opah tu pinjaman Allah je utk kita. sampai masa Allah akan ambik balik..

yaAllah..tempatkan lah arwah opah ku dalam kalangan org2 yg beriman....

2011-10-26T09:55:00.002+08:00

1. jangan dengar sangat apa yg org lain sampaikan...terkadang tu, org lain tu interpret lain dr apa yg betul2 org sebenar tu nak maksudkan..

2. jangan mengharap kawan2 kita ni sempurna atau seperti apa yg kita harapkan.so jangan menghukum kawan anda atas kesalahannya yang dia sendiri tak tahu salah. get it?

2011-08-06T01:01:00.002+08:00

haih blog..

i have a strong feeling that the singapore trip tak jadi :( sorg pon tak eksited..aku sorg je syok sendiri..dan sentiasa aku sorg je yg beria nk pergi

i just hate the feeling..u know,, urgh bila diri sendiri sorg je yg eksited.. sigh

dentist

2011-07-15T20:36:00.002+08:00

today i went to see the dentist.my mom asked me to go for checkup and she asked me to do scalling to unplug cavity on the teeth. seeing dentist scares me the most.! and i hate to nganga mulut for hours! jaw breaker dol!

the appointment should be at 11am.but the nurse had forgotten my appointment and had allowed someone else to meet the doctor before me..and i had to wait for one hour 34 minutes and 34 seconds to be exact! fuuuuu!! scalling is effing scary! i hate the chainsaw sound made by the tool!

and the good part is that, the doctor said i had took a good care of my teeth..(woaah!really?) she said that some of youngsters at my age had already suffered gigi berlubang.waa seramnya..

then lets flashback to the year 1997, when i was in standard 1. for your information i was the kind of kiddo yg lazy ass to brush my teeth..dulu..yelah mn tak..toothpaste yg ada d rumah hanya banana flavor. while i like stoberi flavor! semua nya gara2 my sister n brother like banana flavor more.bagi menjukkan protes, i dont brush my teeth! i even lied to my mom when she asked whether i've brushed my teeth or not..lolz..

dulu kt sekolah kan ada nurse2 dtng sekolah cek gigi.. nurse tu panggil 5 org -5org utk cek dulu..so for my class, i was considered as the first batch since my name starts with A..and my crush by that time as i can recall his name is ahmad syamil (or something)(gatal tak aku baru darjah satu dh ade crush2?lolz)(ahmad syamil ni x hensem pon..kepeng dan gelap je) was also in the first batch like me..hehehehe

nk di jadikan cerita, my turn utk di cek was before ahmad syamil ni.nurse tu cek punya cek, tahu tak apa nurse tu kata?? 'awak ni malas gosok gigi ye?' kuat pulak tu! habes ahmad syamil dengar! jatuh saham aku bhaaaaiiiiiiii! malu bukan kepalang lagi2 crush aku ade kt situ...fuuuuuuu!

ever since that, i brush my teeth everyday! and every night!

and ever since tu jgk aku dah no feeling kt ahmad syamil..malu punya pasal..lol

anyway thanks ahmad syamil sbb berjaya mengubah ku! lolz..

tak selamat

2011-07-15T00:00:00.002+08:00

i hate using the lift when there is only me and a guy (unknown) inside.cuak dol! and i will make sure everything is secured and i will lean my body to the side so i can see the guy movement.and i will hold the car key as a weapon if he happens to do something to me.lol.

but as far, nothing happened. i had never stab anyone yet.but last week,i went to pkns.to make it short, i had used the lift.but this time, i was sehelai sepinggang.without my weapon or what. aaannddd i was inside the lift with a pakcik!. so i thought it would be safe laa..sekali pkck tu gatal!! eff!

our conversations:

pkcik: ada benang kt baju adik..

me: mana? *cuba buang*

pkck: niii kt belakang ni..belah sana..sini saya tunjuk

me: oh yeke..*mulai curiga ngan pkck ni**sambil cari2 benang tu padahal dlm hati cuak*

pkck: meh sini saya ambik kan..

me: *ni dah melampau!* ehh xpe sy blh ambil sendiri

pkck: kene bukak baju ni..

pintu lift terbukak!

me: *alhamdulillah!!!*

the actual conversation panjang lagi.imagine lah naik lift from ground floor to the third floor.cuak bhai.aku masih suci..

maybe his intention baik..but seriously a normal man would not tegur if he saw a tiny mini thread or something on an unknown person shirt..kan?

pervert!

apa khabar?

2011-07-14T23:21:00.000+08:00

it has been a year since i last update my blog.how r u darling? (i mean to my blog)

so i have done my lab work! yahoo! but yet i still have to do compression test on the concrete samples.but still the work is not as heavy as casting.with all the back ache segala.! fuuuu! i spent almost 2 months doing lab work.sad.no social life and all.hahah.(by social life i mean sitting infront of the laptop and scrolling)

so nk jd kan cerita, apparently, a friend of mine called me to do her a favor. it sounds like this 'jijah, i dont have friends to help me cast the concrete.would you mind helping me out?pleaaassse jijah yg comelllll'...so as a really good friend i say 'okay insyAllah..' but the truth inside i was like 'HELL NO!! what do you expect? i've spent my entire fun life doing this effing lab work! now u ask me to help you out on this concreting thang? seriously? i'm done with this effing concrete after i finished mine! i've been waiting for my real holiday for so long.' haha selfish habes. tapi yelah 2bulan ngadap bnde2 yg nyakitkan pinggang..of course i need my off day too! but then, i felt so bad for her since she's kinda good friend to me :( so akan tolong jugak..hehe

dah lah..stress aku cerita pasal lab ni

2011-05-17T15:19:00.002+08:00

spend my days watching jorge, alexa, and eliana narvaez journey....they are too cuteeeeee!!!

i hope one day jorge gonna be with nancy (her ex wife) back.i can see how much he still loves her...

jorge sgt penyayang!! i love how he treats both of her daughters!!!

subscribe reality changers

i wish i could marry someone like jorge :)

surat layang utk matlutfi90

2011-05-06T20:53:00.003+08:00

kehadapan matlutfi90,

kenapa awk tak approve saya di fb??

baik awak apprve cpt!

kalau tidaaaaakk.......

ANGGAPLAH ANTARA KITA TAK ADA APA2!

its over mat!

erkkk..masalahnya, antara kita pernah ke ade apa2??

ERKKKKKK....

yang aku hangen sgt ni bukan hapa..! dah lah tak approve aku kt fb! remove aku dr fren kt youtube pulak tuh! bencinyaaaa jantan ini!! ambik kau...

hehe saje je.. nk cerita bnde lain sebenarnya..

*****

tahniah kepada adik aku kerana berjaya sambung stadi dlm bidang architecture di UITM.... di UITM kampus mana? mesti lah UITM Perak!!! KAHKAHKAHKAHKAH! PADAN MUKA!!!

tahu lah awak duduk berdikari mcm mn kt sana.nk berkepit celah ketiak mama smpi bila?

tp masuk September nanti...dayummm! kenapa lmbt gila! masuk lah awal skek!

tp yg kelakahnya, betol ke adik aku ni boleh bwt architecture nih? padahal skill melukis kteorg setaraf je....hmmm kah2 jahatnya...apa2 pon, kak long akan doa yang terbaik utk awk ye ;) jgn nakal2 tau kt sana...jgn ikot budak bajet gangster tp bila gadoh ajak member...what the what is that? bla3...kreta awk, jgn riso...akan jd hak mutlak kaklong...kah3

anyway, nk ckp, lagu lady gaga yg baru ni sumpah berantu seton manyak nih..toksah dgr! sekali dgr teros automatic replay kt otak what theeeee....astaghfirullah..

opkim

2011-04-16T11:59:00.004+08:00

alaaa ruginya x g opkim hari tuh!! bes gilaaa je mcm! semua salah sorg hamba Allah ni...!!! hekhekhek

OPKIM adalah operasi khidmat masyarakat yg dianjurkan oleh persatuan bangunan pada setiap semester bagi menggalakkan pelajar-pelajar jurusan pengurusan pembinaan melakukan aktiviti kemasyarakatan.. (ayat kopi paste report)

ada aktiviti:

bergotong royong...!

ber anak angkat...!

memancing dan menaiki boat....! (aku sukaaa naik boat!)

beriadah dan berjalan..! dan akhir sekali:

bermesraan! erkk...okay

nex sem wajib g!

otanjobi omedetou!

2011-04-10T17:29:00.003+08:00

sendiri punya birthday,

sendiri yang carik lagu birthday versi jepun,
sendiri reka cara nyanyi,
sendiri reka script jepun utk scene birthday party,
sendiri beli kek,
sendiri kene keluar duit jugak utk beli kek,sendiri mintak lilin,
sendiri bwk lighter,
sendiri bg hadiah utk diri sendiri,
sendiri bwk pembungkus hadiah.

REALITY:

*otanjobi omedetou means Happy Birthday in Japanese

**it is not really my birthday yet anyway. heehe..sume ni di buat purposely utk video jepun...

2011-04-07T20:00:00.002+08:00

yeaass...FML
sumpah rasa mcm nk activate je balik fb.........argh sabo je lah...

anyone, please ajak aku keluar doing something fun ke ape2......... heeh

2011-04-05T20:27:00.002+08:00

alahmak...bosan lah pulak bile dah xde fb ni...xde hiburan...hmm ni yg berkobar-kobar nk study pulak ni.......ekeke... yeah whatever..

anyways, aku rasa mcm tercepat sgt pulak aku deactivate fb...patutnya tggu lah 19 hari bulan..lepas tu baru lah nk deactivate ke ape kn...baru lah ade org wish birthday aku................................................kalau kt sini, sape je nk wish..xpe lah...dpt wish dari yahoo dan maxis pn jadi laaah...

xpon nanti sebelom 19hb aku activate lah balik fb.....kah3! gila desperate dgn wish!

builders forum

2011-04-05T13:37:00.004+08:00

erkk...apa...builders forum ni dah seminggu dah lepas.....aku je yg baru nk update sini...sho shlow..

anyways, i would like to thank Allah SWT for all His blessing during that event. alhamdulillah, the event went well.or maybe got some conflict, but still can be handled.event xde lah gempak mana sgt, tp disebabkan ini first time aku handle bnde2 mcm ni aku jd serabut mcm org gila. kol sini sana, jmpe encik tu, encik ni smpi encik azizan pon mesti dah meluat ngan muke aku..ahh pedulik apa aku! hehe! paling critical the day before event tu lah..tp alhamdulillah, all my classmates are very helpful dan sgt sgt sgt....argghh i've lost the word already..but you know what i mean kan?

time ni lah baru nmpk bakat2 terpendam sorg2...masa event tu semua bwt tugas masing2..nk geli perut aku tgk pon ade..but they really made my day..walaupun dorg bwt kerje amal jariah je...huuuu

yeah maybe i should belanja dorg mkn.x, tp mmng dah kata nk blnja mkn..tp................haih..

btw, these are some photos.

fyi: visitors adalah dari segi universiti college dan UTHM (thanks for comming!)

aktiviti dalam dewan..

aktiviti luar dewan..expo ni wakil dari setiap kelas..

bile dah last, ape lg..begambo le dema! sambil tu exchange2 fb...seriously, dorg sgt friendly..and dorg semua sgt suke dtng uitm..semua sibok suro bwt lg builders forum next time..tp mana leh...dorg punye turn lah pulak kn..hee..kteorg pn nk melawat uni dorg........

atikah bergambar dgn artis! everyone says that he looks like edward cullen. but can i ask, which part of him is edward? neehhhh....

ini baru lah betol edward cullen! this is effing hot!! AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! (sulaiman, tell me if u dont like this photo to be here..heee)

last but never least, the oinks2! kahkahkahkah! kite serupa je k....

bnyk lg gmbr nk tarok..masa lab visit, masa makan, masa prize giving and so on..tp tenet sgt lah laju petang ni ye..

tata! got to rush for nihon-go test!

doakan ku!

builders forum

2011-04-05T12:52:00.002+08:00

and and and now i am starting to like nihon-go (japan language) !

btw, i had deactivated my fb..too many negative impact of fb on me.yeahh toooo many..

i am EMO

2011-03-10T19:52:00.003+08:00

OMG the title..kan? i know.........

ni nk bg tahu sikit ni pasal perempuan kalau nk period, die akan mengalami gejala PMS. PMS ni sgt dahsyat di mana pada masa ini, hormon wanita sgt tidak seimbang. kadang2 salah kecik je boleh jadi emo gila babas.but that is not something we choose.sapa suka jadi emo? that is something macam lumrah wanita lah. malas is another effect of PMS.sekarang aku pemalas tahap boleh jd emo (nk jgk ckp emo lg)..kerje law yg kene submit esok tak gerak lg..hanya rajin merenung tajam kertas soalan.

sekarang ni ada satu bende yg betul2 bwt aku emo! sampai boleh bwt aku mengalami masalah kemurungan dan demam satu badan (cewah) just because of that tiny mini small little thang. i hope that effing person sedar what he/she did wrong sebelom aku diserang gelombang emo ke-2 ....

(ceesh padahal small matter je problem tu..sj emo melebih...teehee)

gelak pon gelak.tp dalam hati maintain emo!

PMS - people make me sick. LOL..creative..

aznizah azizul is now friend with matluthfi90

2011-02-24T15:54:00.002+08:00

matluthfi90 dah apprve aku sbgi kwn! aku sgt bahagia!

bunga2 cinta sudah berputik! ekeke!

tp.... die approve aku as a friend kt youtube je la tp...

mn ade org berkenalan dari youtube...xde sape nk main komen2 kt youtube.. -..-"

ni ha die matluthfi90!

sila jgn subscribe die..nanti makin ramai pulak yg jatuh hati ngan die! xleh jd!

btw, he is the one sitting next to the driver kalau xtahu...comel kann?? sila cakap tak..sbb nanti takot makin bertambah pesaing aku! hmph!

ermmm mcm mn eh nk start conversation ngan die?? HAHAHA

option 1: hai, saya suka semua video awak..(rempit sgt...)

option 2: hai, muke awak mcm femiliar lah..(tektik lama)

option 3: hai, nama saya aznizah, add lah saya di fb, boleh berkenalan..(sah2 xkan dilayan...)

p/s: gatainya kau popuan!

i'm dead!

2011-02-04T10:22:00.003+08:00

XPERNAH2 SEUMUR HIDUP AKU JADI HEAD OF PROJECT.HIDUP SENDIRI PON TERKONTANG KANTING APEKAN LAGI NK HANDLE PROJECT!

ini projectnye:

yg jadi aku cuak nye sbb ia melibatkan 12 universiti2 luar..kalau lah event ni x jd, bwt malu fakulti je wey..yg org akan blame adelah aku! nk berenti belajar dah lah kalau event x jd.

sekarang tgh busy with the proposal and everything! thanks for those yg involved kan diri nadiah, kak illa, ali, dante..walaupun i know dorg pon bnyk lg je kerja lain...

friends, come and show me your love by check in as attend in here and by liking here. any updates for the event will be updated there.

oh ALLAH the most gracious and most merciful, please ease my task for me yaALLAH..

2011-01-27T18:48:00.002+08:00

kata xnak tp sebenarnya nak..
kata xsuke tp sebenarnya dalam hati suke..

oh c'mon seorg perahsia mcm aku ni xkan lah nk straight forward menjawab soalan lebih2 lagi melibatkan hati dan perasaan dengan org yg die xberapa nk rapat..

now end up, aku jugak yg menonggeng..lol

oh Allah, if he is not the one for me, then please open my heart to accept someone else..

tudung

2011-01-24T22:33:00.003+08:00

mase pergi trip kt johor and melaka baru2 ni, nana and kay (which is non-muslim) tanya why pipah and i still wear tudung inside the house..padahal bukannya ade laki nmpk pon..i explained to them that actually in islam, the aurat with the non-muslim sama je dgn lelaki..tp i just couldnt explain why..ni lah die susahnya kalau hidup lack of ilmu agama..sigh..tolong jwb siapa yg tahu..

lg satu sbb aku pakai tudung kt rumah mase trip hr tu sbb ade pengkid sorg ni..mmng lah die perempuan islam jugak..tp die ni ade nafsu kt pompuan..tu yg aku takot :/

aku ni bukanya bagus sgt pon..pakaian pon x betol..ketat sana sini..tp seriously, i love myself for wearing tudung.xtahu lah ape perasaan keluar rumah tnpa tudung..macam terbogel je rasa.apa2 pon alhamdulillah for the feelings yaAllah..

day 2

2011-01-04T22:08:00.004+08:00

eh eh! rajinye aku update blog...mcm xpercayaaa! @_@

hari ni plan nk gerak awal..
tp terbangun terlebih awal, lalu mencuci baju2 bg mengisi masa yg ada..
tuptaptuptap
sama jugak time gerak dari rumah mcm semalam -.-
jamn lg..........................................................
datang lambat lg...menjejaskan repotasi aku betol lah!
tgk jam dah pkul8.32 am..kelas start pkul 8.30 am..
dah lah law pagi tu! sape lecturer ha..pstu aku dihantui dengan mak leha...cuak wei dtng lambat ni!
msg atiq n leman tnya dorg kt mn.dengan harapan dorg pon xsampai lg..hahak
tp leman dah smpi..atiq x reply..
panjat tgga fspu selalunya aku mengambil masa 6.5minit utk smpi tingkat 4 blok c dari parking dengan speed yg normal..
tp td 3.5 minit je aku smpi atas! woohoo! boleh bayangkan tak mcm mn aku yg berkaki yg xberapa nk panjang ni jalan...kihkih..
smpi2 dah kepanasan..masuk kelas, air cond pulak rosak! mcm har...!
tp seb baik lec xde lagi...teehee

petang ade satu je kelas..iaitu kelas jepun pkul4..
so balik rumah dlu..
ikot hati malas nk g..tdo sedap
tp teringtkan nex week nk ponteng, so xkn nk ponteng mggu ni jgk kot kan?
k xpe2...aku tdo je...xpyh set jam...kalau aku terjaga b4 3.30, maknanya aku kne g jepun (eh cakap mcm nk g negara jepun pulak..padahal nk g kelas bahasa jepun je)..kalau x, xyah g r..hehe
skali, terjaga lah pulak knnnnnnnnn...........................

kepada atiq n sulaiman, korg tidak dibenarkan menonton wayang tanpa akuu!!
kalau korg tgk gak tnpa aku, korg kene tgk jgk lagi sekali cerita tu dgn aku! n tiket wayang is on u both! aku xkira! HAHA

(itch..mcm lah dorg baca..sbb rumah sewa dorg bukannya ade tenet lg.........)

ok bosan.bye!

a quicky recap about today.first day of the second sem!

2011-01-03T23:28:00.002+08:00

aku dah kata aku excited nk pegi kelas hari ni.
itu lah pasalnya aku mcm hyper siket bile jumpe kawan2..
sorry lah kalau over..aku ni mmng mcm ni..hikhik

hari ni lepas subuh teros xde selera nk tdo balik..selalunya mana tahan kalau x tido balik walaupun aku tahu xelok tdo balik lepas subuh.hesh..
excited lah kata kan

aku selalunya betolak dari rumah pkul 8.20, hari ni excited punya pasal betolak pkul8.bagus kann? :/
sekali pap! sangkut jamn! panjang gila! pagi2 bwt spoil mood !
tp xpe...still berkobar nk dtng kelas!
smpi2 dah pkul 8.40... :(
baru je nk pelajar skema dtng awal.dah bangga dah td kt rumah sbb dtng awal

jmpe kawan2 rasa sgt bahagia!!
paling excited tgk pipah!!!
wowowowowowow!
xsabanya nk ade baby dlm 'family' ni...mesti comel kann??

lepas tu planning utk g trip...
tp bincang antara pompuan je dlu...
xcakap kt budak laki lg...saya maluuuuuuu.....
hak!
cpt suggest satu tempat!

ok bye!

('quicky' lah sgt)

aku dah kata jangan bwt aku rasa mcm diawangan kemudian campak aku ke dalam lobang yg paling dalam

2010-12-30T00:59:00.005+08:00

dear blog, setelah sekian lama kite x ketemu, aku nk tulis sepatah ayat ni pon susah ya rabbi..ade lah nk dekat sejam aku tulis delete tulis delete..tu lah die ni..time cuti ni otak dah tepu utk menulis idea2 puitis..eh eh puitis kah aku? ish xlangsung....euw

pernah tak org bwt kau rasa di awangan, dengan angin di muka di taman bunga segar bugar kemudian, in a split second kau bagai dicampak kedalam satu lobang yang paling dalam lebih dahsyat dalamnya dari lubang kubur..

ni saje excited nk cerita ape yg berlaku pagi td..

pagi td kan, tahu lah aku ni mudah eksited kalau dapat surat..lagi2 kalau nama aku besa2 punya kat depan! WOW! im so exciteddd!

heehe..tp ni pg td aku dapat surat dari post office kene g ambik surat berdaftar...

aku extra excited bile teringat gmbar2 convo yg aku suruh post 5 tahun sudah..(i hope u know i'm just exaggerating to express my kesabaran) woot! bahagianya aku! gmbar konvo da smpi......aku yg selalunya mandi sejam jd setengah jam, yg biasanya sabun badan sekali jd 4 kali, yg malas pakai perfume, jd pakai sampai ke kasut pon aku spray..punya lah bahagia.............

sepanjang dlm kereta pon senyuuuuuuum je....

sesampainye di pejabat pos........

aku: kak, saya nk ambik surat kak..

akak tu: oh ok bg i/c cik adik...

*tgk akak tu carik surat aku dkt surat2 yg bungkusan kecik*

dlm hati aku: *eh xkn lah gmbr tu dlm bungkusan kecik je*

aku: dekat bungkusan besa2 kot kak..sbb tu gmbar convo saya kak (bercakap dengan nada bongkak habis..)

akak tu: eh x dik...ni ha dah jumpe surat adik..SURAT SAMAN DARI POLIS...ADIK BAWAK KRETA LAJU EHHHH????

aku:

pengajaran, jgn expect terlalu tinggi...nanti kite jugak yg frust menonggeng.....kihkih

btw, saman tu bukan aku yg bwt!!! tp disebabkan kreta atas nama aku, jd aku lah yg kene.. rasa mcm budak jahat jalanan pulak...padahal aku bwk kreta skema nk mapos...xpakai seat belt g kedai mamak belakang rumah pon dah rasa macam bwt dosa besar dah.. tp rupenya mama dah bayor saman tuh....sbb skang ade diskaun 50% bayar saman..

ha cek lah saman korg tu yeh sementara offer 50% diskaun saman masih ada

lai lai katung!

2010-12-18T18:48:00.004+08:00

hari ni keletihan tahap gaban!!!
serabut segala kedai dah macam tongkang pecah..
sape nk bertanggung jawab ni? mesti lah aku yg kene!
hoi! sempat lg kan aku betenet kan..

ape2 pn nk cakap,
meh singgah kedai kat pkns mehh..
baju sekolah jenama canggih ade diskaunnn!!
yg ade adik kicik2, sedara sepupu sepapat, mari lah sokong kawan kau ni..(aku le tu)
harga boleh kawtim (xtahu lah ejaan die mcm mn..)
sape xnk dtng aku nk remove friend....!
lol..xdek ah....

p/s: kpd al, fthh n sesape yg cemburu kekurusan aku, jgn bimbang...sbb aku dah gain weight! harharhar! hari2 mcflurry cornetto coklat....nafsu makan tgh menggelora...

(rasa kekok pula sbb dah lama x update blog.reblog reti lah...teehee..huh! pelupe daratan punye budak!)

2010-12-16T19:24:00.002+08:00

cuti cuti cuti..
hish bosan lah..
penat tahu tak nk tggu lagi 2.5mggu utk masuk balik uitm..
tension!
(okay whatever jijah)

dah...fthh, aku dah update ni ha...
hahaha

2010-12-09T12:38:00.003+08:00

sayonara ap226 sarjana muda pengurusan pembinaan....
goodbye class 1B
goodbye close friends, friends and lecturers
sayonara bhsa jepun..i hate you

(i've made up my mind, and yeah i think its over)

serve u right aznizah
kau lalai.
kau xjaga hubungan dgn Allah SWT.

kalau suka cakap suka

2010-12-08T00:42:00.003+08:00

cube teka atas ni orang ke patung?
jawapan: aku pun x tahu....hee
tp ade ke manusia yg se-perfect mcm ni? with no flaw, nose and lips die nice sgt...(gatai kau pompuan!) and most importantly, look at his eye brow..so perfect...kau bwt kening pakai marker jenama sharpie ye bang?? heh

anyways, aku tgh dlm kecelaruan nih..
resah memikirkan kamu.... oh oh oh!
ehh ish xde lah
aku pening nih xtahu lah nk approve ke tak lecturer aku encik syazwan nih kt fb..
lg pn aku segan lah nk approve encik nih..
sbb kadang2 die nih lain mcm je aku tgk kalau kt uitm dlu....encik suke saye ehhhh????HAHAHAHAHAHAHA WTH perasan nak mapos aku ni! hahahahaha
xde lah...encik ni baik...cakap pn sopan santun je, smpi xdengar oleh si pekak badak mcm aku ni...selalu tegur menegur biasa lah...student n lecturer...encik ni suke kata aku g clubbing...khenhaphaaa.. =..=! xsesuai langsung clubbing dgn image perempuan muslimah i ni tau.! haha

k tak, serious, perlu ke tak aku approve encik nih?

2010-12-06T16:56:00.001+08:00

shortly????
WATTAHECKKKKK!!

kiss my ~~arse~~!
dari pkul 1 td aku tggu tahu x!!
meroyan aku.

*mcm ntah hape2 lah aku ni post bnyk2 bnde dlm satu jam kan?
mcm nk sepak?*

p/s: aik bukan ke kata nk ber hijrah td?? ayoo

sushi

2010-12-06T16:04:00.005+08:00

i feel like eating sushi lahh...
seriously craving for sushii..
dah nk dkt 2 bulan dah xmkn sushii..

jom anyone??
anyyyyooonnneee???
pleaseeeeeeeeeeee........

bersalah x rasa??
hehe

~~beru belajar cara ltk gmbr gif...teehee..~~ ^..^V

hijrah

2010-12-06T14:08:00.002+08:00

salam maal hijrah!

ayuh kita berhijrah kepada kehidupan yg lebih baik!

yg negatif di positif kan
yg jauh di dekat kan
yg malas di rajin kan
yg busuk di wangi kan
yg hitam di putih kan
yg keruh di jernih kan
yg biru di putih kan
yg jahat di baik kan
yg kaki buli di insaf kan
yg masam di manis kan
yg sikit di banyak kan
yg tamak di sederhana kan
dan etc2...

p/s: i don't like the new facebook layout.

thought

2010-12-05T22:39:00.003+08:00

during the convocation...

me: fthh, buy me flowers

fthh: ok, then u should buy me flowers too..

me: yeah like we always do....

*staring at each other*

then we started to realize that we are FOREVER ALOOOONEE! (kalau dlm bhsa tumblr)
AHAHAHAHAHGSGHCGHVKHVBKHA spooff! one less lonely girl bak kata justin bibir

mase tgh diploma dlu pun we always do the same thing during course dinner..
u know kalau b4 dinner, akan bwt jual2 present utk dedicate kt secret admire kte konon2..then, dorg akan bg present tu during dinner..fthh and i always exchange gifts and pretend that we have secret admire! padahal xde pon! sedih kan jd org xde peminat ni?
tp xpe dah biasa......HAHAHA lg pn kami mmng xde perasaan....

fthh and i always wondering how some ppl have great emotions, i mean for example they could cry easily over something or maybe they will try their very best until they got what they want or maybe they get really2 mad or hate someone that they can even kill that particular person or sanggup putus kawan.

we wonder why we dont have such feelings? me myself, i dont remember when i last cry..hati keras mcm batu (kau mmng bertuah kalau kau pernah nmpk aku menangis..) i also never work hard for something...for me, kalau ade rezeki Allah nk bg, adalah..kalau xde, nk bwt mcm mn kan...Allah knows best..
and rather than hating ppl i choose to think 'suke hati kau lah..' and be positive to everything...
see, my life is easy and xde emotions (sometimes ade jugak lah perasaan marah ke ape2..tp selalunya kejap je...u know perempuan ni kan bnyk hormon...hehe) and yes i live in my own world.but still i love being surrounded by friends.and i'd love to love someone..huhu

what im trying to say, why cant ppl just chill out and just let everything flows with the flow and let everyone just be themselves ?

p/s:

my new obsession is reblog.yes

REBLOG...

if u know what i mean.. *wink2*

2010-12-05T20:15:00.000+08:00

8 month old baby born deaf, is fitted with a cochlear implant and hears his mother’s voice for the first time. Watch his face when he hears her.

masyaAllah....
:)

2010-12-05T16:58:00.001+08:00

ada gaya lah abang ini! ahaks!

2010-12-05T12:08:00.000+08:00

LOL!
it annoys me too...oh!

convo

2010-12-03T16:26:00.005+08:00

hey! welcome back happy heart!!

Aku baru je sudah convo 27hb hari tuh…bwt kt perak..very the hot u know

Xtahu lah nak kata perasaan aku mcm mn. Gembira? Tak. Sedih? Lg lah tak.

Perasaan aku mcm….mcm ayam.ye mcm ayam..xtahu lah kenapa ayam..tp tu lah die.

(aku dah cuba utk mendalami jiwa aku supaya dapat detect apakah perasaan aku time convo hr tuh.tp aku Cuma dapat bayangkan ayam.mesti ade yg penah mengalami mcm tu kan?lg2 time tgh lapar..)

Nah tgk gmbr je lah.malas nk cakap bnyk dah.

mereka bahagia.their face cant lie. (oh harap2 fthh x baca entry ni)

oh comelnya masing2..Tgk lah muke aku lame2..sure xleh tdo mlm

ni lah dia muke2 budak2 yg dah dapat diploma.sila bg kami kerja.

curik dr fb kawan. caption: 'smua yg pakai kotak atas kepala bz tepon..' ROTFLMAO! mmng seh! xcaya, besa kan lah gmbr.!

mama ku and opah ku! kerana mereka, aku memakai selempang pink tu. OH! (walaupun jenoh aku nk explain kt opah apa itu anugerah naib canceler.. =..=!)

aksi wajib setiap kali org berkonvo.next konvo nk bwt aksi baling kasut pulak.

tralala! xsabarnya nak 10/12 and 10/1!!!

2010-12-03T02:40:00.001+08:00

Kadang2 bila kita berlagak yg kita ni kuat sgt pun susah.nanti orang suka2 je main kan perasaan kita sbb org ingt kita x kisah.

2010-12-02T14:00:00.001+08:00

i had a bad day
yea really.
nk fb pn dah mcm xde motif

william

2010-11-23T15:23:00.000+08:00

ape expectation kalau aku cakap 'jom makan kt william!'
mesti korg expect william tu sebuah restoran mewah mcm ni kn...

ekeke xde lah over mcm ni..ni terlampau-lampau mewah lah pulak an..
tp kalau aku kata william tu mcm ni (gmbr bwh ni) nk percaya x?

tp ini lah die hakikatnya william yg dikatakan.rupe2nya gerai biasa je...aku expect paling busuk pn kedai die mcm murni tu je...rupe2nye lagi dahsat..nk tahu x macam mana tahu nama kedai tu william? ni tgk gmbr bwh ni sign board die..

tadaaa! ni lah die! kat tiang tu dijadikan papan tanda die..kreatip kaannn?? ehehe
walaupun tempat die mcm tu, tp makanan and minuman die awesomeeeee!!!!
sedap gilaa! especially yg ade cheese........ermmm nyummeyh!
william ni specialty die adalah burger die..
aku order triple H..
ye nama nk xleh bla, tp ianya mcm roti yg dikepit dengan ham, hirisan ayam, cheese, and cheese and cheese some more...hoyaa! marvelous!!
tp terlupe pula nk bergmbr ngan mknn..ekeke

so for drinks aku order blueberry yogurt
sedaaaaaaaaappp gilaaaaaaaaaa jugak!
die mcm langsung xkedekut letak bahan2 die tau...hoi.

harga?
ha ni yg xleh bla ni.
tgk je tempat mcm ni,
tp harga utk satu pinggan nasi goreng sotong adalah RM25
burger special RM25
burger biasa RM15
and most of the food RM25....
waddaheck kn?
harga nk standard tgi,dome ke apa2 kn
tp satisfy lah...
burger die mmng special..xdpt kat mn2 tempat lain...
serious..
kalau nk cube, boleh laaa..aku dah ingt jalan...ahak!

yg peliknya tu, harga mknn bukan main mahal, tp xkn xmampu bukak kedai besar2 kot??
mesti lg bess...
tp maybe lah..mcm asilah cakap..maybe bg die, ong die kat situ...
ramai je melayu makan kt situ...

cemuih

2010-11-23T00:59:00.003+08:00

tenet kt rumah mcm H..!
benci lah aku ngan p1 wimax nih!
kurang ajar die sruh kite pegang kontrak smpi 2 tahun tp servis hampeh!
7 hari yg pertama je terbaik! tu pn 7 hr sbb die bg utk trial..so mmng die akan bg yg terbaik lah bg memperdaya pengguna..tamat seminggu lepas tu terus hampeh!!!!!!
ni pn lg setahun lbh kontrak..
habes je contrak ni, xde maknanya lah nk gune p1 lg..sorry goodbye!
dora lah ni..elok2 pakai streamyx sibok nk tuko p1...

huh!

nanti nk cerita psl william! oh!
nk titon dluuuu...huhu

2010-11-20T00:54:00.003+08:00

LOL so true!
i have the same thought as u leilockheart.
and maybe all girls will think alike.
i got this from alya's tumblr.
from alya's tumblr, i found this superb nice tumblr by leilockheart.
i love all the quotes and photos!

well, in addition,
from my point of view lah tp kan.
a real man will not hesitate to be single.
a real man will not disturb someone's girlfriend.
a real man has better heart than mind.
a real man should really knows if a girl is hurting because of him.

p/s: follow your heart.

2010-11-20T00:31:00.002+08:00

dear blog,
tonight i feel so distracted,
unfocused,
spoiled,
depressed,
over something very tiny mini in fb.
but its killing.enough said.
well i hate my self for being such an emotional brat.tq

mimpi

2010-11-16T14:57:00.002+08:00

eyt blog..
dgr jap nk cerita jp...
hehe

malam semalam saya mimpi paling best pernah saya mimpi.
saya mimpi mr prince charming ajak saya tgk wayang!! eheheeheh!!
cite die mcm ni..
b4 en prince charming tu ajak saya g tgk wayang, kteorg g jalan2 kt taman istana mana ntah (gile fantasy abes r mimpi ko jijah wei!)
kteorg jalan2 je..alaa mcm org bercinta laaa...
then bile die nk anta saya balik, die ajak saya g tgk wayang ngan die mlm tu..
saya cakap ngan die kejap...saya nk pergi tandas dulu..!
jd saya pn pergi lah carik tandas...
keliling saya carik tp xjmpe2..dr istana smpi lah ke uitm perak sana..(xtahu lah mcm mn tibe leh ade kt uitm perak pulak an..)
kesian encik prince charming tggu saya tau.. sorry ye cik abang..eheheh
eh jp sambung cerita, tandas xjmpe2 lg ni..hish...last2 krongkrangkrongkrang alarm bunyikkkkkkkkkk.......................................pfffft!!! =..=
kaco!!!

eh tp kan, pernah dgr x ni,

"kalau kite mimpi pasal org tu, org tu mungkin tgh rindu kite"

auwww! yeke encik prince charming???
malu la saya..ahahaha!
saya pn rindu kan awk jugak tau!

HAHAHAHAHAHGAGAFAJAHAKAKA!

OK SILA LEMPANG!

siapakah prince charming yg dimaksudkan?
heeeeee biarlah saya je yg tahu..hoho

P/S: saje je gedik guna 'prince charming'..mcm nk muntahkan?
ehehe..sj nk bwt mcm fantasy...gataiii...
jp lg aku akan kembali normal laa...

masih lg ingt ini?

2010-11-14T17:43:00.002+08:00

masih lagi ingt ini?

dan juga ini????

wahhahahhahah

mesti ada antara lagu ni yg jd feveret korg mase kecik2 kan.?
pstu mesti ade yg siap hafal step menari die kan??

heeeeeeeeee jangan malu nk ngaku.........HOHO

aku ngaku do mase kecik2 aku suke kot lagu ni..
dulu2 xrasa pn lagu ni mcm WTF?!
siap hafal step nari, hafal lyric, ntah berapa kali sehari ntah dgr lagu ni..lupe da..tp bnyk kali r...
time tu rasa mengikuti perkembangan dunia music sangat2 n rasa hebat sangat2 kalau berjaya hafal lyric die...wakakaka

bila dah besa teringt balik, jd, EEEEEEEEE.!! WATTAHECK DOW!!

lagi2 yg cheeky girls tu..'touch my bum, this is life..'?????!! EEEAUW!

ok?

2010-11-14T14:48:00.004+08:00

germs are like everywhere in the house..semua family members are suffering with fever,flu and cough except me and anak jantan kepala putih paling bongsu mama, si cola ni.

so im likeBACK OFF!!!

LOLOLOLOL!
pinjam muka sat naa tyra banks.

tp seriously.aku sendiri dah lupe bila last aku demam ke apa.demam olok2 gedik2 tu selalu lah..hehe..haih kadang2 rindu jgk nak demam.boleh la nk manja2 sikit ke apa..biasalah..kurang kasih sayang kan..HUAGAKAJAHAHA!

ok sorry . actually i just feel like writing something.

business

2010-11-14T00:11:00.004+08:00

u know kadang2 i hate holiday..
bila tgh kelas x saba nk cuti..
bila dah cuti xsaba nk kelas pulak kn..
tp my mom sgt suka kalau aku cuti..
sbbnya nanti aku leh tolong2 tgk kn kedai..
if she only knew how much i hate to jaga kedai.....
huargh!
eh tp xgak ..
seronot jugak kadang2...
hehe x kali ni aku serious.

rasanya, nanti aku nk bwt bisnes sendiri.
sambil kerje sambil bisnes.
but kerje is kerje, bisnes is bisnes.
mcm sambilan laa..

so this is what i've planned
now i am 19/20/21? ntah. aiyoo lost count oledy mcm nenek tua
by the time i am 21 years old, i nk bwt loan rm10,000 as my bisness modal..
i've checked with BSN, if nk bwt loan, rm10000,
every month kene bayar balik dlm rm200..sama lah macam mara..
ok lah kan?
tmpt utk bisnes xde masalah dah..
nk beli barang pn xde masalah..
huh lg pn aku dah 21...
klu boleh xnk dah nyusahkan mama n daddy..

u know why i like business?
sbb dulu family aku biasa hidup susah...
mama dulu kerje kt ofis..tggu cukup bulan baru dapat gaji.
and same goes to my dad.
then mama mula start business bila mama benti keje sbb company gulung tikar.
time tu aku baru darjah 6 kot..
jd aku lah yg selalu ikot mama g meniaga setiap hari ahad kt pasar stadium tu..
ahak! tp keje aku ngabis kan duit mama je...
dr kecil2lan, smpi lah alhamdulillah skang nih..lebih stabil...
aku n adik2 aku kene tolong mama..
bila tgk kedai2 lain yg dah bnyk cawangan ni, aku terfikir,
kan bagus kalau mama mmng bisness je dr mama muda2?
tp utk mengimplement kpd mama dah terlambat,

jd aku nk mulakan utk diri aku n utk future aku..ecewah!
at least aku ade 'everyday income'
company dah ada
so aku nak bwt SWOT analysis -strength, weakness, opportunity, and threat- utk diri aku...wakakaka gelimat!..MGT lah pulak kn. bangga puan Ha baca ni..

tp nanti problem pekerja lah.... nk suruh sapa jaga kedai kalau aku ada kelas ke apa? lepas tu kalau bisness dah maju nk bukak cawangan kt mana lagi?
damit..mula dah tu berangan =..=
hoooo

well nothing is impossible!

2010-11-13T00:27:00.002+08:00

baca blog perempuan2 lain selain fatihah suradi lah kan tp, semuanya tulis pasal all the girl2 thingy, in a very sweet writing, full with emotions, love and disguise, and so-so..why cant i be just like them? i am sweet jugak apa? dol

ni tgh runsing/rungsing (whatever the spelling is) mcm mn nk susun ayat utk membodek sepasang baju kurung yang baru utk convo. semuanya gara2 rakan yg berhampiran yg SIKOSIS! (suka pulak aku perkataan ni..ahah). masing2 dok sibuk mencari baju convo.aku je yg mcm xde perasan ni.ape kes?

bg pendapat aku la kan, perlu ke baju baru segala utk satu event yg separo hari tu je? hoo xperlu kot..pakai je r apa yg ada.kn3.xtau r..maybe ni lah pemikiran perempuan kolot yg hidup dalam dunia sendiri.

lumrah perempuan lah suka pakai cantik2.jd apa salahnya sekali sekala nk melaram baju baru kan?.ya apa salahnya?

jd,
mcm mn ni nk membodek........

option 1
'dedi, xkn dedi xnk tgk zida pakai cantik2 time convo nanti? xke bangga tgk zida naik pentas pakai baju cantik2?' -padahal, nanti kene pakai jubah convo je jgk =..=

option 2
'haih terpaksa laaa zida pakai baju yg dah lusuh ni naik pentas...' cakap depan dedi bajet mintak simpati

option3
'oh wow! berat dah berkurang! mesti sebab zida dah kurus! (ohgod.dalam mimpi lah) jd mesti semua baju dah longgar..kene beli baju baru lah dad'

option4
'dedi nk tau x, kt pkns sekarang org tgh sale baju kurung..murah2 jgk laa...hmm mesti berbaloi kalau beli sekarang.boleh pakai utk raya tahun depan sekali..' -penuh kepura-puraan

option5
'dad! nk baju baru!' - option yg ni terlampau terus terang.confirm x dapat

haish ntahlaaa

'yaAllah, buka kan lah pintu hati bapa ku utk membaca entri aku yg ini.....'amin!

ho..oh!

2010-11-12T14:58:00.002+08:00

kebosanan?
nk g tgk wayang?
nk g makan ABC?
perlukan tempat meluahkan perasaan?
nk g shopping?
nk buka puasa?
nk berkarok?
nk main game?
nk ajak dating?

tp xde teman....?

jange bimbe....

type

jomkeluar
dan hantar ke 012-dotdotdot

WTF do aku niiii =..=

p/s:

"eh hello incik...i'm stalking u ni...soo behave yaaa..."

OMG!
LOLOLOLOLOL!!
sikosis punye stalker kan?
xyah lah stalker sgt.kang sendiri makan dalam.
(peringatan utk diri sendiri juga)

yes i have

2010-11-12T01:48:00.001+08:00

ever been in this situation before?

2010-11-12T01:42:00.002+08:00

ROFL!!

one day

2010-11-12T00:11:00.000+08:00

one day,
i will be a lover to my future fiance,
a fiance to my future husband,
a wife to my husband,
a mother to his children,
a grand mother to his grand children,
a great grand mother to his great grand children,
but no matter how old i grow, i will always be a lover to my future husband/husband.
insyaAllah.

well aznizah. make believe, pemilik 'tulang rusuk' xkan berubah.
it is only time that matter.
dont be sad
be patience and believe in Allah's promises.

well all i want is someone who will stay.
no matter how hard it is to be with me.

u know how scuks it would feel to know that u r only an option to someone's life, when that someone is always be a priority in your life.

nk jgk cerita pasal BROGA.....

2010-11-11T22:54:00.000+08:00

e eh..
sebelum ni kata dah xde mood nk update blog..
tipu je padahal..
mana leh tahan weh.. hoho

now let me story telling u what happened last monday,
walaupun dah berapa hari yg lepas berlaku,
tp i am still soooooo essited nk cerita!
sila essited jgk utk baca ye!
malu lah saya kalau syok sendiri sorg2 je..hehe
eleh padahal bukan ape je pn sgt nk cerita..
pasal g BROGA HILL n SUNGAI TEKALA je..

BROGA HILL
seriously tempat ni sangat AWESOME!!
no wonder lah terlalu ramai org kt situ.
mase hiking tu, utk mendaki tu tarahal lah bagi aku (cakap dengan nada bongkak)
tp nk turun tu haaaa.........................
paling lah aku x suka!!!
paling lah aku bnyk mencarutkan!
kalau mak aku dgr ni, mmng dah kene cabai mulut dah kn..
tp, apa2 pn, terima kasih kawan2 yg telah membantu insan yg lemah ini..

tgk ni, i sgt SUKAAAA!!

saya suka! hooray! =..=

masyaAllah.how perfect YOUR creation.and how easy we/i destroy it.

keti kami ade power!

bye2 BROGA

aku still seorang

SUNGAI TEKALA
xnk cerita bnyk.
tp paling suka time main game capkelicap n nama kan bnde tu
baru ku tahu 'pisang ali' xwujud! LOL
tp serious dow.happiest moment evahh!!
dr pada aku xnk mandi, terjadi mandi lah pulak kn.
masa tutorial

masa game

masa buli org kalah! huarhuarhuar!
oo bukan main ye semua bab2 kene simbah ni..
xpuas do main sebenarnya.....

ok dah..tu je..daaa!

2010-11-11T13:59:00.003+08:00

x ke penat otak bila kte penat2 bwt blog and then kite save utk disambung di kemudian hari, or video2 and link2 yg kite save di dashboard blog or even our 'secret notes' yang kite save sbb bukan utk tatapan umum, hilang begitu sahaja? semua!

HEART BURST INTO FIRE!

kang aku tuko tumblr kang tau lah kau blogger!

like i care..<--blogger kata.

dah xde mood nk update blog.

HUH! <--smbil bwt muka tahi

nodame

2010-11-07T22:59:00.003+08:00

done watching nodame cantabile!
geehehe
these are my fav part.enjoy!

BEFORE..................

AFTER............................................
WHATS UP WITH THE FACE HUN?

GAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!

after itu adalah muka kantoi peluk anak dara orang...........

next up:
hotaru no hikari
&
boys over flowers

fake

2010-11-07T22:06:00.002+08:00

somehow, u still have to face the truth aznizah.

face it! face it with heart wide open aznizah!

face it even how ugly it would be.

cause u r awesome aznizah!

u r awesome!

u r awesome!

u r awe.......................................

gahhh! i sound so fake :(

2010-11-01T17:50:00.002+08:00

Kacak luar
Kacak dalam
Kacak dengar sini
Kalau saya senyum
Awak mesti senyum sekali
Kalau kita senyum
Semua orang berjangkit
Bila semua orang senyum
Dunia tiada penyakit

cantik luar
cantik dalam
cantik dengar sini
Kalau cantik senyum
cantik mesti cantik lagi
Senyum sikit nak tengok ada tak lesung pipit
Kalau tak ada pun aku masih mahu cubit

:))

the greatest regret i have ever made

2010-10-27T00:50:00.004+08:00

life sometimes never easy as it seems.

"Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances,
losing and finding happiness,
appreciating the memories,
learning from the past,
and realizing people change"

ye, aku perlukan seseorg untuk ceritakan apa yg dah jd pada aku.
mmng betul aku ade ramai kawan yg boleh dgr segala masalah aku.
(aku pn bukan jenis yg banyak masalah)
tp ade sesetengah rahsia yg kita perlu simpan sendiri.
its not like i dont believe in my friend.
it just that, something happened to me is about their friend too.
so it is better to stay shut
or else someone will get hurt.
somehow i need someone to hear me.

well should i admit it to u?
or should i stay calm like nothing happened?
seriously its killing to see u.
even my face doesnt show.
but deep inside who knows?
*please excuse my EGO*
maybe its already high time for you to get over it aznizah!

hate2

2010-10-23T12:55:00.003+08:00

org kata "senang lah kau..rumah dekat je ngan uitm.."
"seronok lah kau..kt rumah kau semua bnde dah ade.."

tp bagi aku, hakikatnya "yaALLAH, aku nk carik rumah sewa lah sem depan! dok rumah ni susah bebeno nk study! kalau study pn x focus! xde pencabar depan mata! keje pn makin malas!!!!!!!"

kalau time kt uitm perak dulu, lepas subuh je terus start study..tdo mmng awal lah mcm biasa..
tp skang ni, final dah betul2 kt hujung tanduk, tdo masih lagi awal mcm biasa, tp malangnya, lepas subuh, aku g bantai tdo balik.huff fail betul aku menguruskan diri di rumah ini.

exam hari isnin ni padahal.tp masih lagi tenang smpikn rasa x bersalah tgk cerita baru dapat semalam berjam-jam.

xtahu nak salahkan siapa.
mesti lah salahkan diri sendiri. lol!

aku perlukan semangat..plz..

expo: kawaii bento

2010-10-02T01:33:00.001+08:00

mood tgh segar bugar!
xsabar pulak nk show off gambar kawaii bento kami.! hekehehheh!

kawaii ne?

picture will tell the truth..see with all the mess, how can they tell that we are not the one who made this bento? hesh...nonsense..
it took us about 8hours to prepare these 11 bunch of cutie pie. 8hours i tell you! it was never that easy..all my groupmates overnight at my house..sian mereka...

BUT.... all the tiredness, sleepiness, and bla2 were paid with such a great response of our bento from others ! huh rah! (bento ni idea sulaiman padahal)

the day during the exhibition day was awesome! semua group pn menjual product mereka and start making money during that day. except us....we dont have anything to sell.instead, we only have things to display...actually we did not expect that the expo would be as grand as that. we spent only about rm200 to buy raw material and such. ye lah..lg pn gila lah kami kalau nk bwt bento banyak2 utk jual...we r not pro yet... sigh
kalau nk tahu, ade jgk group yg spent rm1000 tau! lg gila!

ni stall kami

balik tu seriously i was tired overload! i accidentally scratched someones car for the first time ever in my life! luckily there was no scratch left..alhamdulillah..(thanks kpd sulaiman sbb tolong kuar kan kreta aku..huhu) tp seriously, aku xpernah rasa sepenat petang itu...maybe sbb dah berapa mlm aku x tido and xmakan kot...i felt like my head was filled with rock and stone and my nose was terrifying blocked. and i dont even felt like im pressing the peddle when actually i am.! seriously aku boleh bunuh diri sendiri ohkayyyy...after all, alhamdulillah semua selamat.

btw, aku nk ucap terima kasih pada groupmate aku, atiq, sulaiman and yati for all the hardwork and of course on the money you ppl had spent for the sake of our group! i love u lah bebeh!

tangga comel

maybe someday we can be the first bento seller in malaysia?

maybe someday? who knows? ;p

2010-09-26T01:28:00.000+08:00

deactivate fb..bye

good

2010-09-24T12:30:00.000+08:00

" Sesiapa Yang Mahu Dipandang Baik Dan Mulia Maka Dia Hendaklah Berbaik Sangka Terhadap Orang Lain "

( Wasiat Imam Syafie r.a )

meowrrr~!

2010-09-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

ini entry pasal khuntoria lagi...ngeheheh...sorry...aku ~~obes~~ obses. okay mmng nak carik dvd die kalau ade...sorry fthh. but i just cant handle myself

ni 2 video yg aku suka

1st ni g rumah hantu. paling kelakar time minit terakhir.

OMG! sweetnye khun!!!!!!! nak boleh? ngehheheheh..

ni apa yg terjadi last2. kot2 malas nk tgk..nah aku kasi.. (sebenarny sj nk kasi fthh sakit hati...ngeheheh)

pstu ade lg satu, tp dah xjmpe kt youtube...pasal belajar kreta....auch! nichkhun sgt caring! die suruh victoria tarik baju yg jtuh kat bahu.....
khunn, baju saya pn jatuh ni.......... v^0^

p/s: apesal xleh nk edit about me kt fb ha?
pp/s: ptng td tgk cerita wedding daze kt err HBO kot..tp serious aku suka cerita tu!! isla fisher tu sgt comellll!!! xsabanya nk bersenang lenang! nk habiskan tgk boys over flowers! weeehooo! thanks to maaduu.com . selalunya perempuan alergik dgn perkataan madu. tp ni madu bukan sebarang madu!

coooooolll!

2010-09-19T20:56:00.000+08:00

p/s: banyak yg aku xleh bwt...sigh!

LOOK AT YOURSELF AFTER WATCHING THIS

2010-09-19T20:48:00.001+08:00

p/s: kadang2 kite xpenah bersyukur dgn apa yg kita ada.......

wan (my grandma)

2010-09-19T16:43:00.003+08:00

aku:	kesian kan wan...xpasal2 sosilawati mati kene bunuh...
wan:	itu lah..india yg bunuh die tu POYO!
aku:	sape pulak yg ngajo wan aku cakap poyo ni...
LOL

-----------x---x---x---x---x---x-----------------------

me:	wan jom pergi tgk wayang malam ni..
wan:	cerita apa?
me:	jom tgk cerita step up..
wan:	siapa berlakun? sheila rusly ada?
me:	ngeh? wan aku ni biar betul.. cerita step up ni cerita mat saleh lah wan..hahaha
wan:	ohhh ingtkan awak kata cerita setapak.
LOL!

hessshhhh......!

2010-09-18T21:27:00.003+08:00

hessshhhhh......
seeing other ppls' blog yg freakin creative, freakin cool, freakin awesome,
really makes me feel pissed and feel like not to blog anymore ! v(>..<)v

ahh!
but i need my blog! and i love my blog!
i should care less
and just be myself
*blah!

naah

2010-09-18T20:43:00.003+08:00

watched he's just not that into you for the 5th time today.

NAAH... these are the signs. i got it from that movie

if he always talk about his ex
if he expects you to meet him half way or travel to him in a long distance relationship
if he forget your birthday
if he doesn't want to meet your parents and friends
if he doesn't make a first move
if you send him text messages, he takes few hours or maybe next day to reply yours
if at anytime during conversations or even if you've been dating a while, you hear the phrase 'im no good at relationships' or anything to its effect
if he interrupts you often or changes the topic completely to something more 'self satisfying' or if he in no way reacts to the story you are telling. he's not listening

alifah amanina, take note.specially post for you..ngahaha!
xde r..kau hot babe..ramai je nk kt kau.... :)

jimmy eat world

2010-09-18T15:07:00.003+08:00

JIMMY EAT WORLD!

tetiba pulak rindu ngan dorg nih.apesal ntah.
dr pagi td dok play lagu2 dorg over and over again.
i love them.lagu2 dorg semua mcm lagu budak2 baik.
mcm budak nerd zaman sekolah punya..
aku suka band dorg ni since aku sekolah menengah.smpi lah ke zaman part 1&2 diploma.

ni dia mereka yg x berapa nk hensem.tp aku peduli apa.xnmpk? nah..

lbh up close and personal ngan dorg. tilik lah dalam2..ngeh?

antara lagu dorg yg jd pilihan aku:
always be, pain, the authority song, work, kill and sweetness =))

p/s: hari ni penat gila!
semuanya gara2 memasak,mengemas rumah,mensuci pinggan dan sebagainya sbb kawan2 adik laki aku nk datang..
lepas tu, adik aku pn ikut sama g beraya kt rumah kawan2 nya yg lain.
tinggal aku sorg tergolek cuci2 segala
mentang2 r dah ade lesen skang! berlagak! keji!

azrul, u owe me thousand ringgit for this!

annoying ppl in cinema

2010-09-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

9 ciri-ciri org annoying dlm wayang

1. org yg makan mcm dekat restoran. rojak,kfc,mekdi,durian jd pilihan

2. org yg xcukup dengan satu kerusi nk conquer-duduk terkangkang smpi masuk kawasan org.huh!

3. org yg suka menggoyang2 kan kaki.kerusi dlm wayang kan panjang2.so sepanjang-panjang kerusi tu akan turut rasa goyang!

4. org yg seleseme, batuk, bersin segala.pstu dok srot-sret-srot-sret-hachoo-hak-hak-tuih

5. org yg ketiak hangit tuhan saja yg tahu!

6. LOL-Lough out Loud especially bila ade gang

7. miss curious. cth: 'weh die buat apa tuh?' 'ei kenapa mcm tu tu?'<-- dgn nada yg kuat

8. the i-have-date-with-jamban ppl - asyik2 nk g jamban..dok kuar masuk 10-11 kali

9. the 'omg! im the only one in this world got phone yall! erm so im not gonna set my phone silent.'

i am

yes, i am

he's just not that into you

2010-09-13T16:00:00.003+08:00

LAYAN.....! bwt kali ke-4..haha!

p/s:
sesape minat korea, boleh tgk movie on9 di
www.maaduu.com
laju hingga xsempat mata mengerdip(eh mengerdip ke? apesal mcm pelik?)

a serious talk

2010-09-12T14:01:00.003+08:00

1. pagi tadi aku terjaga mengejut lagi! baru je mimpi tgh nganga mulut nk makan soup marshmallow (pelik kan? aku pn pelik dan xpenah tgk. tp soup marshmellow ni seriously nmpk sedap dlm mimpi aku) tp terjaga disebabkan jerkahan kucing keatas aku! (teknik baru mak aku guna utk nk kejut kteorg bgn pagi: hntar kucing masuk bilik(yeah she knows i am not a not-so-cute-cat lover)) baru je ingt nk bgn lambat sikit hr ni..dah lah pagi tadi tdo pukul 3...sigh~
aku stress kalau terjaga mengejut!!

2. kalau perasan, i have no updates about raya. even raya photos pn still not yet uploaded. malas yg amat aku raya ni. sebenarnya xde mood sgt nk beraya. lg2 bila terkenangkan assignments. paling penat kene kemas rumah and cuci pinggan.. *sigh*

3. seriously aku nk deactivate fb..mmng xjd kerje betul lah aku kalau ade fb ni...walaupn xde apa2 pn slalunye, tp ntah lah..ade je bnde yg aku nk stalker. GAAHHH! tp susah gak, nnt groupmate aku susah nk update aku..kan? apehal2 email je aku? eh? boleh? senang x? ke susah?

4. for me, life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past, and realizing people change :|

5. weh this is really a serious update. i can see no 'haha' hihi' huhu'.

wgm

2010-09-06T21:01:00.002+08:00

my whole day today wasted watching we got married ni!
bukan nk cakap apa fatihah
tp aku suka lah tgk yg nichkhun dgn victoria tuhhh! auw!!
babo/nichkhun-ssii n victoria-ssii, mr n mrs nichkhun....semoga ke cucu cicit ekkk...
(sorry fatihah~~!)

momantai.....

2010-09-05T15:15:00.001+08:00

woke up early this morning.sbb berlaku suatu kekecohan dirumah disebabkan remote tv.! duh! kata aku: momantai

went to pasar pagi with mama to buy some kerepek. couldn't find parking. kata aku: momantai

at pasar pagi, ppl were so crowded! i can hardly move. kata aku: momantai

at pasar pagi, semua org berjalan. tiba2 org depan aku berenti mengejut d tgh2 jalan without any signal! menyebabkan aku hampir tercium die and tersepak budak kecik tepi aku! wadde H! kata aku: momantai...

at pasar pagi lagi, sebesar2 tempat tu, xjumpe jgk bnde yg aku nk...penat carik...aku puasa tau x! kata aku: momantai

balik rumah kejap,msk bilik tgk bilik dah bersepah adik aku punya baju scattered like everywhere smpi masuk zone aku!! kata aku: momantai......

then, pergi ke kedai bakery, kene marah ngan cina kt counter sbb xde duit kecik. total barang= rm12, aku bg=rm50. bukan patut aku ke yg marah die sbb xsediakan duit kecik? no more bakery tu dah next time..huh! aku kata: momantaiiiiiiiikk!!

aku terima sahaja dgn hati yg tabah

dugaan di bulan puasa...

aznizah, u are awesome and cool and gorgeous =..=;

p/s: momantai means no problem in Cantonese

kan?

2010-09-04T10:05:00.003+08:00

alhamdulillah fb aku still xleh bukak kan..
aku pn xtahu sbb ape kan..
sbb laptop aku kot kan..
sbb adik2 aku elok je bukak fb guna laptop dorg kan..
aku je yg xboleh kan..
ok lah kan...
jalan lah sikit kerje kan..
tp malangnya youtube boleh je play kan..
malah, laju gilos pulak kan..*sigh* (tabah kan lah hati hamba mu ini YaALLAH!)

jp lagi aku g mid ngan fatihah kan..
jnji ngan die pukul 11 kan..
tp aku still xmandi lagi ni kan..
baikkk...aku akan cuba mandi dlm 30minit je kan..
boleh percaya ke aku mandi 30 min je ni kan?

thanks fb

2010-09-03T23:25:00.002+08:00

kenapa aku xboleh nk login fb dr td nih??????

xpe ah...rajin siket aku bwt keje...
hehe
nih pn dah nk siap kerje roadwork...
atiq, alang2 bia aku siapkan jelah yg roadwork tu eh...
aku bosan sgt petang td
thanks kpd fb yg bwt hal
harap2 lah fb bwt hal sepanjang 2 mggu ni...
aku gembira sgt9X!
(mcm manusia x normal bercakap)

sini jelah nmpknya tmpt aku boleh lepak ngan kawan2 utk masa ni..
sapa rindu aku, boleh lah 'calling2/msg2/komen kt sini/yg sewaktu dgn nya'
aku eh. sbb aku pn rindu korg tau! (auwww!!) <--- perasan ade org nk rindu kat aku........*sigh*

whine of the day

2010-09-03T21:37:00.004+08:00

1. although i know solat sunat 2rakaat before and after solat fardhu is much3 more important then solat sunat terawikh.but still, i refused to do so.boleh lah pulak main2 ikut mood kan? kalau rajin, bwt, kalau xrajin, x bwt.heh? pergi surau pn betul2 dah masuk azan isyak baru nk gerak dr rumah.teruk..

2. 13 assignments in a row!! and to be completed in 14 days! GILA??

3. no mood for shopping this year.seriously.tp kalau tgk wayang, would be okay for me.hehe.sbb itu lah the only way for me to reduce stress.

4. hope my family would understand my busy-ness.seriously would begging for that.

5. now everyone is leaving shah alam and leaving me.huh! gonna miss u guys like gila.

2mggu....lamanyaaaaa ;((((((

lambat

2010-09-03T00:09:00.003+08:00

mggu pertama: 7.30 pagi
mggu kedua: 7.40 pagi
mggu ketiga: 7.45 pagi
mggu ke tujuh: 8.10 pagi
pagi tadi: 8.30 pagi
esok: nk try 8.40pagi ken ai?

ni menununjukkan jadual waktu aku bertolak dr rumah
note that my class starts at 8.30 every morning yah
langsung xde peningkatan!
makin hari makin ~~sayang~~ malas!!!

dulu time kt perak mn de cmni...sbb senang..jln kaki je dah smpi kelas.
10min sebelum kelas stat aku dah tercanguk..
pantang betul kalau dtng kelas lambat (mase muda mudi time part 1 n 2 lah..hehe)

selambat2 aku still lah xpenah ponteng kelas lagi ;p
so aku ni dikategori rajin lah jgk kn?
hehe

azam lepas raya :
pukul 7.50 wajib bertolak dr rumah! <--- azam taik kucing!

dorg dah lepas...aku ni bila lah ni...adoiii...

hensem

2010-08-31T21:41:00.006+08:00

semua org pun mesti ada rahsia yg sesiapa pn xtahukan?
aku pn ada lah! haaaa
nk tahu apa?
cubalah korek kalau ada yg terer..
hah!

nop.ini bukan bnde yg aku nk cakap

tp ni ha die sebenarnya!
aku nk cakap pasal baju hensem!
dah nama pn hensem, mesti r baju utk lelaki kan?
heh

kenapa pulak aku dok search baju lelaki je ni?
dah nk berubah haluan ke?
ohh tidak sama sekali u!
i shukew shangat2 jadiw pompuwan!
sj lah..suke tgk...derr....?

ni hensem gilos.no i really mean his jacket. price rm170.duh.kelik sini utk macam2 lagi.

ni pn hensem! harga xtahu..hehe

ni last, yg paling hensem!

brandon flowers ku! thanks u, sbb bg i upload gmba u...ouch!
ni bukan baju yg hensem..tp tuan baju yg hensem! <---gatai merela!

(sebenarnya bnyk lg nk upload..tp malas................hehe tenet lembab)

ok
ini from my point of view lah.
kalau x cukup hensem tu jangan r marah.
taste kite lain2 kan..heh

yesterday

2010-08-31T19:40:00.001+08:00

have u ever feel down without any particular reason?
well i have. and this feeling comes once a year.(ya! i can tell ya this feeling comes once a year.because i was born heartless and feeling-less and my life is always mendatarrrr...with no ups and downs.so boring am i? ah shatup!)(but actually, i was feeling down is because of something.not to say feeling down actually.but it is more to distracted by something)

maybe this feeling is normal to women.
yalah of course lah.women kan have lotsa hormones change.
well this feeling strike me on last sunday.and was terbawa2 till the newt monday morning.
kalau ikotkan hati aku, nak je aku ponteng kelas pagi tu and g layan perasaan tgk movie sensorg.
seriously.my heart was never in the class that monday morning.

monday morning=mundane morning..ahah!

dtng pn lambat nk mampos.tp alhamdulillah, ade yg lagi lambat.heh

selalunya, i never show my bad feeling or such in public.depan org bwt muka xde masalah.
padahal dalam hati killing me softly gtu...
(aku xsuke org yg bermoody2 ni.marah kt org lain, tp org lain pulak yg kene tempias.hesh!)
tp only certain ppl yg ada chemistry je mcm boleh read my mind.hoh.
agak menakutkan.........................

and org pertama adalah atikah ismail......
clap ya hand ppl!
heh.
thanks weh sbb bwt lawak ngan aku.
sampai aku sendiri pn dah lupe aku ni tgh moody ni padahal....hahaha!
walaupun kau selalu mengenakan aku, tp kau jugak selalu enjoykan aku.......;)

kelas abes awal that day.
tibe2 sulaiman ajak g tgk wayang.
yeah mind reader number 2!
duh menakutkan....

sulaiman cakap nk tgk phua chu kang
LOL!
he hated that movie so much.
aku je yg nk tgk sgt.
baik pulak kau nih nk tgk phua chu kang?
haha

so we (atiq, sulaiman and i) went to watch PCK at bukit raja
seriously, PCK is hilarious! i can ROFL!
(xtahu lah dorg 2 org tu mcm mn..aku yelah excited...)

anyway, THANK YOU SO MUCH ATIKAH AND SULAIMAN!!!!!!!!!!
nk jgk korg tgk PCK ngan aku kan?
*sigh*
wehh! im touched!
lend me your shoulder!!

i want ya to meet my

KELUK-KELUK (atikah)

and

OROR (sulaiman)

;)

then we went to mydin to buy anything for our MGT project.
we decided tp make bento. what is bento btw?
hah i will tell ya in next entry.
tp its better for u to google it on ur own..tggu aku mmng bejanggut ah.
heheh

then we all g berbuka puasa bersama lagi.
sulaiman mengidam nk mkn pizza.
tp malangnya pizza full house lah pulak kn.
(sian kau sulaiman..nnt kite p mkn pizza eh....hehe)
so terpaksa lah kami g makan kt only mee...

my dish
nasi ayam lemon

my drinks
soda ribena

this is our first bento.heheh!
tgh practice ni....

but seriously u guys. i was sooooooooo happy that day.! thanks 9999x!

<3

last but not least,
perhaps xterlambat lah,

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY MALAYSIA!!

we r special.because only malaysian used the word 'lah' in the end of every conversation.heh
xkira lah melayu, cina, india
kita semua sama.
;)

2010-08-26T01:06:00.002+08:00

nak update kt sini satu gossip.
tp kang takut kene stalker.
duh serious x aman nya hidup!

atikah and sulaiman.
thanks ya sbb korg ade ngan aku whenever i need u both, sama2 tolong aku...
i highly appreciate that. ;)))
<3 <3

(tp benci r korg dah g tdo dlu tnggl aku sorg2 terkontang kanting! nk bergossip lagi!!)

2010-08-24T23:09:00.002+08:00

horrible! undefinable!
heart attack!

layan dia macam kawan sahaja ohkay.
die pn manusia
cume die songsang siket and telah fall for a wrong person.
itu sahaja u need to know aznizah.

be possitive!

ganbatte!!!

(i wish for a wrong news)

jumpa!

2010-08-23T22:43:00.002+08:00

hari ni sesuatu yg paling bahagia berlaku pada aku! alhamdulillah..
aku dah jumpa pen kesayangan aku balik!!!! (ceh.mcm jumpe suami hilang pulak)
atiq yg jumpa...
jumpa kat mana, atiq xnk bagi tahu! keji!
tggu abes sem baru die nk bg tahu!
eeiii! berjanggut lah akuuuu!!

*HAPPY GILA HARI NI SEBAB KAU PEN!*

2010-08-23T17:25:00.001+08:00

alahaialahaialahai..bohsannya nk tggu service kreta.....kalau pergi tgk wayang pn smpt ni..heh

vending machine

2010-08-21T22:45:00.003+08:00

semalam ade kelas malam. and yah ! finally! finally dapat juga aku beli air mesen 50 sen nih! baby! heheh! this is my favorite vending machine of all time! i wish i have one at home...mummy? can ai?
tp sedikit kurang ajar lah mesen ni smlm...die tipu aku rm1.50!!
i swear i will never buy drinks from that vending machine ever again! never! never ever! (ah! lie lie lie!)

dont play-play!

2010-08-21T13:58:00.002+08:00

sapa pn xtahu dont play2 ni sapa punya quote kan?
yeah! phua chu kang best in singapore and JB!
and now, he's backkkk!!!

muehehe!
now phua chu kang dah ade movie!
and im sooo wanna watch it!
but my frens dah bg bad impressions..
i get what u mean ppl..
but i dont care!
mcm lah aku xpenah tgk wayang sensorg...

feveret aku kecik2 do cerita ni....dulu2 sanggup ponteng tuisyen ganti semata-mata cerita ni! heheh!

2010-08-21T12:55:00.002+08:00

kenapa dgn aku ni?
plz aznizah..wake up!
and get real!
look up for the fact ohkay.
'semua sama'

now smile like u mean it.

lost!

2010-08-19T22:47:00.003+08:00

morning class:
*korek2 beg*
crap! where is my pen!

bel class:
*korek2 beg*
owh! where the H is my pen!

evening class:
*korek2 beg lagi*
owh wait..kan my pen dah hilang.................

have u ever love something that u can naik gila if that something tu hilang?
yeah i mean it..some-thing. a thing.
well i have one!
its my fav pen pilot G-2 0.5 blue ink!
and now pen tu dah hilang!

hidup aku bagai x tentu arah seharian kerana kau pen!
kau je lah sebatang kara pen yg aku ada!
sedih menusuk bila bukak beg tahu2 pen dah xde.!

aku dah guna pen mcm tu since aku darjah 6...xpernah bertukar dr dulu hingga kini...(ohoi! setianya aku!)
bukan apa, aku ni dah lah cerewet..kalau tukar pen lain, maka tulisan aku pn akan jadi lain.iaitu makin nak sama dengan tulisan urdu.sama juga dengan paper.aku hanya boleh menggunakan yg berjenama 'CP' atau 'creative product' mengada doh aku ni! apa masalah do!

serious weh..sebak gila aku hari ni!
every time tgk beg je, aku terkenang pen aku tu......hmmmmmm

tension!!!

HELP!!!

diii mana...kan ku carik ganti.....serupa dengan mu.......<---lagu nak sadis! padahal pen ni berlambak jual kat kedai! tp mahal lah pen ni bg aku..derr...

esok xde pen lah aku.....hmmmm

movie maniac

2010-08-18T18:57:00.001+08:00

cikgu: anizah...<----nama yg kerap dipanggil oleh cecikgu dan lelecturer walaupun aku dah terpampang kan huruf Z antara A dan N tu

aku: ye saya disini cikgu <---nerd di zaman sekolah rendah

cikgu: apa hobi kamu?

aku: *tercengang* errrr

cikgu: xkn xde hobi kot...semua kawan2 kamu ade hobi masing2

aku: oh! mengumpul setem cikgu! <---wadahel! jwpn desperate please!

dulu2 bila orang tanya pasal hobi, mesti aku akan cakap mengumpul setem... asyik2 mengumpul setem...padahal setem 3keping je aku kumpul...tu pn setem yg 10sen tu.hah! jaddah betul..+_+

bila dah besar sikit dah mula bosan dgn 'hobi mengumpul setem' lalu menukar hobi kepada sesuatu yg lebih setaraf dengan umur which is menonton tv.hak! i know...soo lame kan??yalah! i admit...atleast i got hobby what!. ceh padahal hobby org lain lagi lah VAVAVOOM!

sepanjang hidup aku, letih aku memikirkan apa sebenarnya hobi aku ni? aku ni ada hobby ke? dan bila dah smpi tahap kritikal, aku boleh terlupa apa yg dimaksudkan dengan hobby! arrgh! tensionnyaaa nk fikir hobby!!!

sekarang bila dah besar tp kurus, (eheh)
aku mula sedar hobby aku yg sebenar-benarnya! alhamdulillah! akhirnya dapat jugak aku petunjuk setelah sekian lama aku tercari-cari.
hobby aku ialah menonton wayang!
iaaa!!! betoll!

aku mula terjebak dengan wayang sbb dolu2 parent aku slalu bwk g tgk wayang tgk cerita donald duck, mickey mouse, walaupun aku akan end up dgn terbongkang sengsorg dlm wayang.

lama kelamaan, bnde tu jd obses pada aku..
kadang2 aku boleh gian tgk wayang...
cth mcm dkt perak dulu..
mase aku form5 n lepas sekolah menengah, my family and i went to watch movie like almost every week.
menonton wayang dah macam aktiviti wajib setiap mggu!
tp skang xde dah..
aku xkesah tgk wayang sensorg n in fact, dah bnyk dah movie aku tgk sensorg.
because i freakin loveeeeeee tgk wayang!
i dont like to watch movie through laptop.not satisfy my needs.
thats why lptp aku xde movie yg menarik

i wish my future husband pn ade hobby sama mcm aku.
boleh lah tgk movie sama2 time dating..heheh!
pstu bila dah beranak 12, senang lah kita nk reserve kerusi sebaris semua duduk kan sayang kan? heheh (pang! jgn gatal sgt please...)

inception

2010-08-18T17:32:00.004+08:00

weh! sapa kata inception xbes tu ha??
meh sini aku nk luku kpala! heh!
hehe.
but from my point of view, i wanna give two thumbs up for inception.!
seriously gempak gile cerita tu!
u will never feel that u had sit in the cinema for 2 and a half hours!
and it is really worth your kaa-ching!
aku mmng suka cerita yg jalan ceritanya unexpected.so mcm cerita ni lah..
this movie is not like other typical movie.seriously NOT!
ah SUKAAAA!!!

balik dr menonton wayang, aku, atik n sulaiman berbuka puasa bersama di dataran shah alam..
hehe jimat habis sbb sulaiman bwk mknan dr rumah..

p/s: kepada mak sulaiman, saya nk mintak maaf sbb sy TER habiskan makanan anak makcik.... ;/

pp/s: kepada sulaiman, aku mintak maaf sbb aku mkn mknn kau over pulak.heh.thanks btw ;)

(kang xde org nk ngorat aku kalau depa tahu aku kuat melantak...ni 1st time aku melantak padahal... ;/)

tgk org makan pn dah jd kenyang.alhamdulillah

2010-08-18T15:45:00.003+08:00

even though things aint flow as planned , but the majlis berbuka puasa for ap2261b ppl just doing fine.

alhamdulillah =))

here are some photos taken.heh

the people!

konon2 nk berpisah lah ni..sorg nk balik sarawak naik train

wakil kelas untuk pertandingan nasyid

perempuan

no caption.

i can feel the love and affection among us! (ceceh!)
but seriously u guys.

nex time around, kita bwt activity lain pulak ek jom?
bwt trip ke singapore ke...london ke.. =p

yaALLAH ya tuhan ku...sesungguhnya Kau maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang..
peliharalah ikatan persaudaraan antara kami semua hingga akhir hayat kami...amin... =)

p/s:
so now i understand.
mcm mn perasaan seorg ibu bila tgk anak2 die makan habis.. lagi2 benda yg die masak.
walaupun die tahu x sedap mana pn apa yg die masak tu...
tp bila tgk anak2 die happy makan, segala penat pn akan hilang..lapar pn boleh jd kenyang dengan tgk je.. biarlah die xmakan sekali pun...

*sigh*

so nex time ppl, kalau mak korg masak kt rumah tu, walau x sedap mana pun, makan je yeh? boleh yeh? :)

GAGAL

2010-08-14T12:40:00.004+08:00

as mentioned above, my application for yayasan selangor's loan FAILED.
i dont know where i have done wrong.
now i feel like i dont belong to this state anymore......................................................................... ;/
(okay itu over)

but i bear in mind, everything happens for a reason. ALLAH SWT knows what's best for me..
so LETS JOG ON!

ASS-IGNMENT

2010-08-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

just realized that there are LOADS of ASS-ignment to be done!

let me list it out for ya!

1.synopsis dato'
2.BELL
3.green building encik amin
4.intelligent building report
5.CTU
6.csc- microsoft project, bottom up method
7.lab report
8.estimating
9.preparation utk jual2 for MGT
10.....

OMG almost reached 2digit number!
or did i missed out something?
please say NO!

just a little something

2010-08-12T22:59:00.002+08:00

*this is a copy and paste from a web*

and i KINDA like the story..

me jiwang? yeah! absolutely! you are right! hah!

******************

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

2010-08-11T21:51:00.004+08:00

OMG OMG OMG! (plz slap if u want to)

atikah ismail got a blog!
hehe! welcome to the club girl! heheh!

"huk huk huk huk huk"
i am sorry i annoy you so much..
but i just love to...heheh
kau pn slalu buli aku! ceh!

2010-08-11T21:34:00.002+08:00

what ever happens, family first!
not your freaking friends!
why cant u see?!
dont be such a selfish!

adib, i like u lah! come to mama!

2010-08-11T20:55:00.004+08:00

so this is adib! tomei3!!! hehe! ni gmba curik anak org..heheh tu yg mcm x clear....tp adib pandai senyum kat camera!!)
tgk dlm gmbar mmng lah xmcm comel..tp real life yaALLAH!! comelnyaa!
dah lah senyummm je sentiasa adib ni! ei geram!
time ni parent adib tgh pilihkan baju jubah utk adib...sebelum gmbar ni diambik, adib pakai jubah comel gilaaaaa! siap ngan kepiah tu ha..<3>

i am a baby addict.like seriously...comel ke x comel ke lain cerita...jnji baby...kecikkk2 comeiii!! rasa mcm nk gomoi2 jeeee! eeiii!
tp berdasarkan apa yg aku bwt kajian, (ceh poyonye) org yg suka baby, xsuka kucing (like me)..tp org yg suka kucing, xberapa sgt suka baby (like fatihah and bell) kenapa eh jd cmtu?

i love kids...but not for me..yet..nk kahwen je dlu yg penting! HAHAHAH!

adib, come to mamah! <333

=)

p/s:first day puasa dah 'lampu merah'! argh!

2010-08-10T23:23:00.003+08:00

me=straight, sulaiman= confuse nk pilih jd straight or gay, mumtaz=gay
i think this photo is funny.
although i look kinda fat (perasan kurus)
paling x menahan tgk mumtaz r! geli i nyahh! hahah!

ah lan wasahlan ya Ramadhan!
alhamdulillah i still got the chance to meet u once again... :) thank you ALLAH

HAPPY FASTING PEEPS!

they made my day

2010-08-10T00:02:00.002+08:00

kay, nana, wana:
1. masing2 xpuas hati ngan ketinggian aku...muehehe! apa korg tgk aku ni pendek sgt ke?? sekali ukur, ha hambek ko, aku jugak yg paling tinggi antara korg...aku tahu korg semua x berpuas hati... tp kadang2 kite kene menerima hakikat......hehehehe!
2. 'pulas tombol pintu' HAHAHAHA! sengal lah dorg ni! tergolek gak r aku gelak!

atiq:
1.kau geletek aku di tempat yang aku paling sensitive!! (xleh bg tahu disini..kang ade bencana berlaku)(tp bukan tmpt2 censored..jgn pikir bukan2..heh) arghh! smpi sekarang aku terbayang kegelian die tiq!!!! heshh.. *meremang bulu romaaa hakuu* haha!
2. pose maut dari kau time 'photoshoot' kt taman sebelah hotel poolman..first time tahu 'bakat terpendam' ...rupe2nya atiq ni part time model....ohohohooi!
3.kau telah membuat aku terfikir tentang sesuatu.apa dia? haa itulah rahsia antra kami..heheh

sulaiman:
1.sangat excited utk ambik barang misteri dari pejabat pos...tp rupenye barang misteri tu adalah slip muet je...............hahahaha! xtahan aku nk gelak..nasib baik time tu tgh kt PICC...control cun...
2. HATI BUSUK xnk tggu aku tgk inception...sekali ko xdpt tgk cerita tu sbb cerita tu start lambat...muehehehe! nk like bertubi-tubi.

fatihah:
1. kesian kau aku x dapat ruangkan masa utk melawat kau kt tmpt kerje kau...esok aku dtng yeh? hehehe

gangguan seksual (18SX)

2010-08-09T22:26:00.003+08:00

*phone rings*
tgk nama appear kt screen : 'fadz dg'
*picit butang hijau kt phone utk received call*

aku: hellow hellow hellow my sistahh...whats the latest hot story?? like derr... (u know lah gaya budak2 gedik zaman sekarang)

padahal bukan fadz (pbf): aku tgh g****** ni..!@#$%^&**(^%......

aku: ha what r u saying? i kenot here u lah pajilah......(padahal tgh pelik apesal suara fadz mcm jantan...ni bukan fadz ni....lama2 baru aku tringt anis call aku kata ada org kat blok fadz kene rompak..mula2 aku ingt bukan fadz yg kene...rupanya fadz punya rumah yg kene rompak!)

pbf : aku pernah maen ngan kawan kau ni '..!@#$%^^&*d!%yh@$%f@*s kawan kau ni mmng !@#$..aku *@@@&^%$# dia... (contain terlalu lucah xsesuai utk tontonan umum..)

aku dengan perasaan berkucar kacir: hah ni sapa ni? ni bukan kwn aku ni..oh ko ni ke pencuri hp kwn aku??? syial gila kau ni..!

pbf: relex dulu...jgn kata syial...aku ngan kawan kau ni @&#%$*dah @^#*$*9& "bla3"

aku: ah kau dasar pencuri yg gila sex! aku kenal lah kawan aku! die x buat macam tu. syial lah kau memfitnah org!

pbf: kau tahu x kawan kau ni @#&^#*(@^ aku @*&$#($))#& die *(^#$^#%($^&#^best...(*#&$^863

aku: eh kau ni laki ke perempuan? apesal suara macam perempuan? ke kau lesbian??

pbf: aku @#()$(*#&*#&&^$^ (something2 aku pn x berapa nk dgr)lagi die sambung: kawan kau tu best @#*&*^@^*#7...die @*#*&#&

aku : lah yeke....xtahu pulak.....lagi? (layan kn kejap..kot2 dpt detect apa2 ke)

pbf: die punya @^#*&()#*@#^ aku!@(&#*0 xtahan..

aku: ohh yeke...

pbf: kau xnk aku @#)*&#^(!& kau punya *#*#&(*&$ ke? (okay dah melibatkan aku, aku xleh menerima ia lagi..)

aku: weh lahanat, kau ni x tahu malu ke?

pbf: 'keep on his/her 18sx thingy'

aku: dari suara kau pn aku tahu kau org malaysia, org islam...

pbf: 'keep on saying the 18sx thingy'

aku: kau bwk2 lah ingt ALLAH...esok lusa nk puasa dah...bertaubat lah weh..dibuatnya kau mati eksiden kepala pecah otak bersepai dlm keadaan kau berdosa besar, kn susah... (sempat memberi motivasi agama konon2)

pbf: aku dah @#&^$(^#%& ni! arghh! (still dgn 18sx nya)

aku: semoga kau mendapat petunjuk kejalan yg benar......

*tekan butang merah*

c. when it becomes in this kind of situation, aku mudah jamn. banyak je chance utk aku korek rahasia pencuri tu...tp i just couldnt make it..sorry fadz...
tp seriously, at first, i thought it was my classmate, nadia..suara mmng sebijik sejebong suara nad...kasar2 walaupun perempuan.....tekejot ku sejak bila pulak fadz ni berkawan ngan nad ni..tp bukan lah nak kata nad ni yg curik...lagi pn xlogic...sbb nad ni walaupun gaya die macho, tp die still takut nk kuar lewat dr uitm (die dok dlm) lagi pn kaki die dah terpeleot time main bola jaring siang td...mau pulak die daki tingkat atas kerumah fadz tu...

ei jahatnye pencuri ni...mcm xde life...

makang

2010-08-01T17:50:00.004+08:00

saya terlalu banyak makan lately ni...homai! best fren forever (bff) mama yg baru ni pulak kuat betul mengajak aku ngan mama aku kuar makan... mak aku ni pulak pantang diajak.. aku ni pulak pantang dengar 'makan kat luar' huargh! kebelakangna ni, makan nasi, bnyk mana pn, mesti habes punya r...hehe eh tp tipu lah 'kebelakangan' ni je...selalu pn mcm tu...sbb tu r dlm family ni aku dikenali sebagai tong sampah...kalau adik2 aku x habis makan, dorg mesti sombat kat aku... aku ni pulak jenis cepat kesian tgk makanan membazir.......hmmmm

kalau makan ngan kawan2 aku pn begitu...cthnya makan nasi ayam kat mancongkam...atik ngan bell xhabis nasik...tp aku bolih habis....yaALLAH malunya tp anak dara makan melahap x hengat! aku kalau makan banyak, ade 2 part je yg cepat naik...part mana? haaaa cuba teka....ya betul! di situ! pipi and perut (haa sapa yg fikir bukan2 tu......eeeeee! nakal ye!) maybe sbb tu lah aku je yg nmpk besar dlm family aku....mama aku pn kecik je...time zaman2 mama aku uitm dulu pn kecik gila je die rupanya...serious aku xmuat nk pakai baju zaman uitm mama aku dulu....

i really2 feel like a big fat monster now...!
but syukur alhamdulillah my weight is still maintain..48kg dulu kini selamanya....
syukur sgt aku ni bukan jenis yg senang gain weight, makan lah bnyk mn pn.......syukur...
kpd alipah: kau dah kurang 5kg pn, aku still lg ringan pada kau lah! xheran pun! bwekkk! hahah!

p/s: baru tahu pancake dlm bahasa melayu adalah lempeng...gila huduh! -..-;
tu pn tahu sbb tgk cerita salt hari tuh.....terbaik seh cerita tu! xsempat aku tido dlm wayang mcm aku slalu bwt..! *sukaaaaa*!

2010-07-31T19:25:00.002+08:00

ooohoiiii!!! ;DD
terjumpa masih search pasal korean fashion td...ngeh2!

nak kawin.like seriously.

2010-07-29T23:12:00.005+08:00

tgk kebahagian pipah dan ali (a married couple in my class) jeles pulak aku..
serious membuatkan aku xsaba nk kahwin.! bersentuhan kulit pn dah xyah kisah pasal dosa..shuweet lg pn..;) (font sengaja dikecilkan sbb malu nanti daddy aku baca..hehe..(welcome dad to your doughter's blog ni. i know u'd be smilling baca tajuk ni..;p))

aku nak kahwin.tp aku benci lah cakap pasal kahwin!
aku nak kahwin awal.and have cute kids in a young age.
xde r muda sgt..dlm 24 tahun kalau boleh? ;)
like seriously. tp sense aku cukup kuat merasakan aku ni bakal kahwin lambat.
mana kan tak, sampai sekarang scandal pn xde apakan lagi boifren!
orang yg aku suka pn n rasa2 boleh bwt jadi laki pn is in love dgn org lain.
ye saya mmng selalu tidak bernasib baik dalam bab bercinta(eceh!).
damp! umur aku baru 20 lah aznizah! heh! ye r...kene lah carik cepat2.
kalau kite x usaha nak carik mana nak datang bergolek bak kata fatihah.
kalau aku ni hotstuff xpe...ni alahmak, mcm pancake je..
ramai kwn2 aku time practical dulu kata depa menyesal xnk carik bf time degree.
huh mesti dorg ni mcm aku gak dlu.mls nk msg2.mls nk melayan..
skang dorg nyesal sbb time kerja, lagi susah nk mati carik calon suami..
sbb kita akan stuck with our own officemate je hari2.
dibuatnya kalau aku akan kerje disite someday cmne?argh!
atiq slalu cakap kat aku, 'kau kene bukak pintu hati kau jah'..pfft!
sudah terbukak lg luas ni tahu x! haha! ntah r..aku smpi skang xdapat paham lagi mcm mn nk bukak pintu hati tu sebenarnya...aku 'iya' kan aja.
masalahnya aku ni susah nk suka org.orang yg aku suka pulak maybe hanya anggap aku kawan2 biasa dia sahaja.daamp lg!
aku hanya mampu melopong. (*o*)
atiq cakap lagi, kalau kau suke seseorg tu, kau kene make a move dlu..zaman skang dah lain katanya...
perigi kene carik timba..pfft lagi!
ni yg aku fail ni! aku ni dah lah pemalu!
hmm so kepada jodoh saya diluar sana, sila kenyit mata pada saya if you think you like me.if i kenyit mata at you back, means i like u too.....(hahah! boleh x cmni? sgt zaman klasik 40-an..tp mana tahu kot2 betul menjadi.nk tggu r...haha..weh aku serious..)